Sunday, June 5
Xiuli went back to her primary school the other day. She reminded me how long it was since i went back to my own primary school. Nearly three years le... wonder how it is like now and if my teachers are still around. The last time i went back, most of the teachers already gone, only saw Miss Seng and Mr Cheng. Mr Cheng should be near retiring. He was 50 when he taught us? Soon there will only be the building that is left. Hopefully, that will stay.
Few years back, there was plan to merge a few primary schools in the area, then demolish the building. Wish it won't happen. RV already undergoing renovation (torn down?). Hwachong JC renamed to Hwachong Institute (with new badge and PE uniforms?). It just don't feel the same anymore...
hmm...Xiuli's teacher remembered her as the girl who went RV. Do my teachers still remember me now? If they do, what will they remember me as? :p
And the last i saw most of the 6G-ians was in sec 3. I remembered we were thinking of organising a chalet cum reunion. Too bad it fell throught in the end. Will anyone try again? Maybe i should arrange something for juz4 Vani n Tina. Promised Vanitha we will try to meet up. But i have been too lazy. Really must shake off this slacking mode.
Thursday, June 2
Juz spend the whole day talking to Ming Jun and Xiuli on the phone. Guess i am in the social mood today. Seems like i am talking non-stop. Xiuli and i had been on the phone 4 times today!!! Amazing! And now, i am talking to myself. haha...On days when i dun feel like talking, my answers are alwaes mono-syllabus. However, today really have quite a meaningful conversation. :)
Hmm... also juz finish chatting with boon peng on msn. haiz... juz 2 days ago, i declared my love for organising gatherings. Now, i have changed my mind. It is never easy where people are concerned. Maybe it is juz me thinking too much...
Originally, i thought the gathering will be for everyone. The idea for it first came up in that messy 2J msn session. Xiaolu had been coming back every few years. Our gang alwaes meet up. Make sense, when boon peng n bendict suggested a gathering, that it will be for everyone. But suddenly there was a "list of guests".
Actually, i can understand that. I was probably part of the force that cause this to precipitate. Our gang was quite witdrawn from the class. It is okay for class gatherings. But as Xiuli rightly pointed out, Xiaolu is the focus of this dinner. It will not do to have her overshadowed. On the other hand, Xiaolu is very self conscious and doesn't want overwhelming attention.
Solution -- restrict the dinner to a comfortable level.
I felt very bad about leaving out the rest. All of us do. But honestly speaking, i am probably more comfortable with the idea of a small gathering. At war with myself now. Wish it is juz another simple 2j gathering. But maybe the issue here is just that i am uncomfortable with myself.
Ops... getting too moody again.
Ending off on a lighter note(or higher :p), results released today. I got all As!!!
CAP for this sem is 4.7 leh! But when average out with last sem, it is 4.5. Still Great isn't it!!! I am really better at studies than interpersonal relationships. :)