Thursday, April 29
Went for the interview today. I am quite lucky cos my interviewers quite friendly. Maybe that's why i wasn't nervous. The questions wasn't too tough. However, i do not think i want to do law. I saw possible classmates and they are so english and out spoken. I dun think i can fit in if i make it... Surprisingly, i sound quite convince that i want to be a lawyer, manage to make myself believe i really like law more than science. haha...
Tuesday, April 27
Tok to Sook Wai last night...seems like she too has not recieve any reply from nus. That's more assuring. I think i will go Science afterall if i don't make it for law. Actually, i am suppose to type the account abt myself and why i chose law now. So difficult... if only for doctor, there is still sumthin to crap abt, like how interact club activities and myself going to hospital make me wan to help pple. But law??? hmm.... what's there abt my character and experience that's relevant to law??? Haiz... tough. Then, the written test also dunno test on what. Dun even feel like going for the interview and test. Do i want to do law? haha...
Monday, April 26
AArrrgggghhhhhhh.............
I recieved the letter askin me to go for the interview and written test. I am so worried, wonder what they will ask. I dunno anything about law or current affairs. Actually, i can't even answer the simple qns of why i want to law. Cos i am not even sure i wan to. I got recieve the letter from NTU. I have to confirm if i wanna do accountancy by 3rd May... I really confuse if i want law or accountancy or Science.
Have to pay $100, if i pay, then dun qualify for law, all's well. But if i pay, then qualify for law, it is a waste of $100. If i dun pay and dun qualify for law, that means i have to do Science. That's if they offer me Science. Quite scary, cos those who put science first choice have recieve letters offering admission. Does that means i will only be offered a place if there is still vancancies? If there isn't??? But then, they say we have equal chance whether we put it as first or second choice...Should i pay just to buy me more time and give me more choices? But $100 isn't cheap!
Thing with law and accountancy is that they are just studying by book and applying common sense to other problems. Should be easy... Science isn't that difficult either but i nv really like Science, esp lab sessions. Considering job opportunities, law and account is more professional. Science dun even allow me to do attachment. What can i do with sumthin so general and no work experience? Only research or teachin... biomedical research seems interestin but do i really have the creativity and what it takes to be a scientist? However, i dun find the idea of travelling so far to NTU appealing neither do i wish to stay in a hostel... So conflicting...
Wonder if i can ask for for 2 weeks extension but will the results of interview be out in 2 weeks? Hope i qualify for law...
Saturday, April 17
haiz... papa, mama muz be havin luch in mapo now or maybe tourin one of the temple... I shd have went!!! I feel like goin but guess it muz be borin with all the aunties. But then, anything is better than giving tuition. Especially when i am a little sick. The fever has gone down but my body is still screaming! AARRRRGGGG!!!!!!!! How do teach like that! dun feel like thinkin...
Thursday, April 15
feeling very sick today. dun feel like writin
Wednesday, April 14
So FuN!!! Yesterday night, i watched TV halfway ard 11.30, suddenly blackout. At first, we thought the TV spoilt again and tripped the circuit, turn out the whole are all blackout. So many pple with torchlight shining everywhere...really beautiful. Then when the lights come back, the cheers will so loud, so united. Ubfortuntately, the lights go off again soon. The boos will equally loud. As if the whole neighbourhood will watching a football match takin place right at the void deck. Haha... Could hardly sleep with the excitement going on. The electricity finally restored at 12.40. That night, it seems as if all these strangers were one. The feelin is great. Heard there were blackout at boon lay, bukit batok and a few other places. Wonder what's up? Terrorist!!! Juz kiddin.... haiz...have to go for my tuition.
Monday, April 12
Juz checked on my test. Results so disappointing... nearly everyone thought i play Sims when i am bored or restless. :) Well, I like Sims and play a lot. However, i find that when i am bored or restless, i have no inspiration on how to develop the story or to design the house. Mental block mah... ... Readin is better. ( can give me new ideas also) Another reason is the computer not alwaes available for usage, either papa sleepin in the room or mama naggin away. haiz...
So far, only Tina and meimei pass. Surprising!!!
I am in one of those bored, restless mood now. Dunno what to do, so i am continuing my neopets. haha... not bad make quite a lot of $$$.
Friday, April 9
Yeah!!! I juz finish watchin Jeff! So nice. So long dun hav his news, wonder how he is??? Even this program is filmed so long ago... heard he is developin in China. Hope he will cum soon... The show so short, not ENOUGH!!! I want more. haha
Thursday, April 8
I broke my record! I was on the phone for nearly 3 hours last night! haha... we started tokin abt what happen in sec 1 and 2. Discover so many things. Din realise that Meiling and Xiuli argued before... and what's so funny was that it turn out that john was present, then when Meiling and I argued he also present. Xiuli was sayin he muz be very surprise that the 3 of us alwaes seem so sweet temper in class, then outside all different. I agree. It never occurs to me that Xiuli will lose her temper. So strange i only find out they argue after 4 years. then the whole thing abt beautiful swan...wonder how that cum abt??? Really miss the days when the 4 of us were classmates. So fun! Now Xiaolu is so far away...hardly get to meet meiling and xiuli since we are all in diff JC and now all workin... hopefully, can at least be together in uni. :)
Tuesday, April 6
I know Ming Jun has been writing all this while but i thought it was one story. Turn out, there were more than 10 on one website. haha...don't she run out of creative juice??? Considering Xiuli's one story has not even taken shape....
Read Ming Jun's story, I Hate my Guardian Angel, yesterday. It is quite well written. Wonder if it is because it is so personal??? Anyway after reading it, i discover there are actually a lot of differences between us. It cause me to wonder in a wild moment whether me too is considered as those hypocrites!?!? I believe strongly in building class spirit, organising and going out on class outings( though i am lazy and prefer stayin at home), sitting together during lunch (why sit alone when you have friens)... ...I am most proud that 2J, 4K and 67 are probably the class with most class spirit, glad that i share in it.
On serious pondering, I am sure I am not a hypocrite but where does it leaves others? Her idea is such pple do so out of compulsion, on thinkin we are a class, a single body, thus must do so and so and not out of real interest. However, I find much joy in such outings.(Others who are less lazy, probably enjoy more)
At least, i can say that i was never accuse of being a flirt. But friens have been accused as flirt and friens have accused others of flirt. What's the definition of flirt??? I dunno. I do know that those accuse of flirting are upset and feel misunderstood. But I do not know why those pple label little action as flirting. I have seen those "flirting" in process and it did not occur to me that they are flirting until others highlight them. Perhaps they are jealous of the attention they are recieving or been protective... I see nuthing flirtatious in their actions? Pple are different but it doesn't mean they are wrong. So friens, don't feel upset by such comments.
Maybe i am shallow. But life in class is interesting becos of such "hypocrites" and "flirts".
Monday, April 5
Wow, really recieve a shock when Meiling told me Huiru was in the Miss Singapore Pagent. She looks so different! When i heard the name April Yang, i thought the name sounds famaliar but really couldn't tell it is her. She used to have short hair, talk loud and behave a little tomboyish. Can't believe she is the type to go for pagent. She changed so much. I used to think that i will recognise all my friens even way back to pri sch... seems like i over estimate myself and the ability of time. Wonder what become of those whom i once knew...
Saturday, April 3
raindrops keep falling on my head.....
haiz..... is the rain ever going to stop? I wanna go out!!! The class is at Jun MIng's house now. But have to walk so far, in the rain... :(
Today is Miss Singapore finals. Sum Yee is in! Wow, she soo zhai, right? But just now when i met Ming Jun said it is so shameful??? Yah, she said Roy and the rest was like sayin she not chio and her ans all so stupid. Since i haven't seen her yet, i can't judge. But how could they??? At least the other juniors don't noe her that well( although the gals seem quite interested in modelling and very impress with her last time), but Roy, Yean Lih etc know her. Shouldn't they support her? What Ming Jun said is stupid abt human resources doesn't sound stupid. It is true! Whatever, i am proud of her. At least, she dares to what she wants. Sincerely hope she will win something.
Just got back from my tuition, the mother wants to increase to two days. That's good! More $$$. Haha... still thought i will get sack cos i dunnoo all my pri science. Today, i crapped my way through all the pulleys qns... zen paiseh. At least, now i learn sumthin neww...
Looks like the rain is lifting, i will end now and hopefully can go out.